Discouraged! My wife says that I dont event update to the blog so why to a start an website… I dont know why I do these things but I have a habit. Most people have habits life eating too much, drinking things they probably shouldn’t, or cusing. You know stuff like that. Not that any of those things are wrong they are just habits. My habit is to start knew things only to not follow through with them. Why I discouraged is that she is just speak the facts. I have always been a dream and not a doer. So I did the unthinkable and spent $10.00 on my own domain name! Yipee! Guess what that gets me… a name. A name to call an address that is all. So I started looking into free web hosting sites to create my own website. Here is the problem: I wont follow through. It is not that I do not want my own website because I would love a place where people I know could go and check up on me. That is what you call a blog. So then I could create a site in which I answer questions from people that want to know about the great world of banking! Oh wait nobody real cares about that. So what does that leave me but discouraged. I realize in the great scheme of things the only thing I have to offer is my Father and I already do that in my blog at www.stevenrains.net. So for now I guess I will give up on the whole website thing till something comes up. Sorry to write so much about woes but I realize that is what a blog is for sometimes. 
I love you all and hope you are doing well.
Steven
